Carolyn Wolfe- Storyteller
Notes From The Shadow Self Poetry
Lady In Sepia
She lives on
Canvas
red hair
dark eyes
beautiful face
not smiling
though
solemn
almost a
pout
her cap
is soft, soft cream
covering her runaway curls
as if remonstrating them
for their errant behavior
A satin ribbon flows down from the side of her cap
down to her shoulder
like a melting icicle
ice against the fire of her hair
whoever saw this portrait
now colored with age
would wonder at her loveliness’
and question her solemn demeanor
me,
I just watch her
watching me
with
her cold sepia expression
suddenly unable to defend myself
I leave
almost
hearing
her soft sigh of disapproval...
Dark Tequila Nights
Straight, no ice
in the liquid darkness
no tequila sunrises for me, thank you
I like it late night
stars just out of reach
blurred, twinkling
and the air is thick with Summer's
labored
heat
it is a sweaty affair
no frills
just the tequila and I
enjoying the long, slow ride
of going downhill
each sip
a
raw taste
bringing on
the
overwhelming feeling of
pleasure,
in the darkness.
then slowly,
I slip into a vision
of what I might have
become
had I chosen to
live
in daylight...
Books and Lovers
The book was sipped at
and put down
she crossed her arms in front of her
and savored
the beauty of the words
the dialogue that charmed
like someone she had once known.
some books were meant to be gulped
some chewed over
but this one,
this one,
was meant to be sipped
and savored
this one was meant to last…
unlike someone she had
once known.
White Noise
The sun came loudly into my room today
breaking into my hangover
with an over bright medley of white light
and heat
crashing into my walls
making my curtains misbehave
and trade the cool darkness
for patterns of brilliance
slashing across my windows
so intense was the noise
that my pillow could not restrain it
so I got off my sofa
and limped slowly into the back
room
where some loving and
understanding architect
made sure
there were no windows
to let in
such an unwelcome intruder
as light.
The Picture
The morning is fresh and idealized in my mind
I stop, get out of the car, camera at the ready
looking with it's fresh eye, for an image to present
itself
there it is
a long sleek, metal truck, it's engine off
tiny windows all along it's side
window slat window
the pattern captures my attention
such a redundant, yet perfect pattern
I go closer, lens ready to click
and then eyes, 20 to 50 pair staring straight at me
holding in sadness so remote, it freezes ice
I step back, really looking this time
out pops a head
straining, straining but unable
to escape
this monstrous truck
lambs
it's a hideous transport
a jail
of agonized animals
looking out at the world
who never looks at them
except as chops
perfectly wrapped
to feed unabated appetite
closing my eyes
I took the picture
it was the least I could do
I don't take pictures anymore...
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